I was almost really silly this weekend. Pat called and said. "Let's fly down to San Francisco and go to the specialty on Saturday." At first I laughed, then I asked; "How much are tickets?" The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to go. I spoke with Pat and she indicated tickets were only about $200. I really started to get excited. How ridiculous is that anyway, excited about a spontaneous expenditure of that amount of money? So, then I went online to find a flight. Actually, the flight would have been $224 plus all the attached fees....$260. Oh, then we would have needed to rent a car, because that cost was to SFO, not the airport that was just 8 miles from the fairgrounds. Then, parking in Seattle, food...okay $350 conservatively! So, then I was talking to Vicki and told her I wanted her to tell me how dumb it would be for me to spend my money like that. She got all excited and told me all the reasons why I should go, take my show clothes to help Barb, help groom Marty up.....Okay, so that strategy backfired. I wanted to go more than ever now. I had all these arguements in my own head. Fortifying friendships, being seen as a serious "player" because I was at the specialty (even though I had nothing to show), meeting Jill (Herbie the rescues mom), another peak at the sun (that one was pretty powerful....)! I sooooooo wanted Greg to say; "It would be fun, go ahead and go, you can put $150 of grooming money back into household." Of course he didn't say that. What he said, was "If you want to go, of course you can. Think about it and if you think that is the best use of our money right now, go ahead." Man I HATE it when he says that. So, I am being sensible and a good steward of our resources. It would have been fun to see my friends from that area, but it feels good to do the right thing for now.